Nov 02 Reblogged
I retract my previous request. Someone had indeed asked Adam to make out with his hand. Now, here I am sharing that photo.
Photo taken by SoniaCarreras @DeviantArt
I’ll never be able to unsee this.
And now I love him even more.
Nov 02 Reblogged
This video hurts my soul. There is a difference between “a spanking” and outright beating a child. I’ve never made a video about this, but watching this brings back a lot of hatred of my childhood. Judge William Adams needs to go to jail for this sort of child abuse that was a common occurrence according to his daughter.
The same thing would happen to me as a child. My parents were divorced and my mom had massive anger problems. She always knew I loved my dad more and it infuriated her. One time in particular I got “caught” talking to my dad on the phone even though my mom had banned me from speaking with him. She was furious. She whipped off her belt and just went to town. Legs, arm, neck, and back (Much like Judge Adams). Its one of the reasons I find it hard to love her. But the one silver lining that I take away from it is I will never beat my child. I will never be any of the terrible things my mom was. I’ve never shared that before.
Jun 06
From A Night Owl
to begin with … i have never posted a blog…so i will start off with something easy and whats on my mind right now….
so, like many Americans i cannot always sleep at night.
it could come from many reasons. my mother worked third shift and i would stay awake crying. could also be from my older sister not being home and her being a teenager and having a life, and my older brother being away.
or i could just be a young woman that has too much crap on her mind for nothing. i’m jobless, quite college three times and have serious anxiety problems. but has a boyfriend that is very supportive and actually tries to understand what has me on edge: going from what stupid bitches said at the local store to i couldn’t get what i wanted to cook to come out right.
stuff that i want to be perfect for my man that works 40 hour weeks or for my mother that has gone thru hell and back. i know and understand stuff isn’t always gonna go right, but after 8 years it gets old.
but also i get some pretty cool drawing and story ideas when my boyfriend is asleep and i am alone. but also i get stupid stuff that builds up.
being a huge movie buff that i am i do keep myself entertained. i watch movies on netflix and old movies i still have on dvds. i can watch movies over and over at least 20 times before i get sick of watching it or listening to it.
i can spend days ( haha) on why i am this twisted mess of a humanbeing and get nowhere or i can just type this mess down instead of breaking my left hand for hours, honestly i’d rather draw than write.
i’m not a child and believes that everything i draw or a picture of mine i fixed on photoshop is the greatest thing since chalk.
so hopefully i can do this on a daily and feel like i get somewhere. even though i just go out to the mailbox, walk down the street for some fresh air, and go to friends house once a week. with this i can go further… into where ever i’m going with this LoL
everywhisper.
